Friend mean being there for someone no matter what situation they are. I had a friend once and she betrayed me for 5years. I know her since form 1 we become friends. She was my closet friend and I trusted her the most among all my friends. She was the one who cheered me up when i was down and she help me out a lot when I dont know what my teacher is teaching.
She taught me how to draw since she is a very good artist and she like to hear music. We do everything toghether, we go to recess toghether and sometimes i would go to her house for sleepover and we would talk until midnight. We talk about all the stuff that a girl would do.
Everything was fine when she met her friend Lisa, same class with her and I. They become close and I was somehow left behind. I was sad that she could be that kinda person leaving the old ones and having a new one in life. I shared everything and I didnt even know that she act that she pretend to care but actually no. I was hurt and sometimes i wish that i could transfer school so that i would not feel pain and feeling left out.
From that moment, I have a hard time on trusting friend either which one is true or just wearing a mask to pretend to be nice and leave me when the new one come. I do not want to meet a friend that could replace the feeling of friends.
I know that in life there would be obstacle that I have to face but either way I just pray that my friend that I have now are loyal and dont forget about the time that we had togheter. Eventhough other friends come along in life, I would not forget what they had to for me and I love them just like I love my family.
I think my friends as my brother and sister. One big family, no more feeling hurt and left out.Family wont leave anyone behind. Thats what I apply in my friendship now. I wont leave them hanging or let them feel hurt just like I feel last time. I make mistake but i learn from my mistake and make it more better so that I want my friend to know that they are never alone because I will always be with them no matter what happen in life.
About Me
- Marilyn
- I am trying to find a better world out there.. I am not perfect in anyway but i try to be one..I usually get hurt when my frend is back-stapped.. I care most of my friends..They are made on heaven..;)..i study hard to get good results and bring honour to my family..
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yea..
ReplyDeleteu are absolutely right
friends = family.
watever u ever been hurt
but dont ever try to giv up..
because she not the only friend of u
^^